this song..

while listening to this song, let me realise how pathetic myself can be.. to force a smile to entertain people i dun really like.. i'm kind to spare them my sarcastism, but they just took my kindness for granted and trump over me.. why cant people be nicer..... ASSHOLE~

我强颜欢笑说我了
谁又真的知道心情很糟
真的想走掉想要逃
你所对我的好我看不到(感觉不到)
(而)我的烦恼 你看不到
快乐的你在骄傲 我却在煎熬(我想说的是)

oh baby baby baby baby baby baby
怎麼说你才会明白
有些话真的说不来
到底该不该
说出我心裏的不愉快(你知道吗)
oh baby baby baby baby baby baby
怎麼说你才会明白
放心吧我了你会乖
我一直都在
期待你真的会更改I'm fine...