it's just in me..

i know, i AM a very sensitive personnel in this reality, not just one or two, but i pretty much guessed everyone thinks so.. being sensitive has it's pros and cons, but somehow in my case, the cons seems pretty much overwhemling.
i guess sometimes my concerns are to much
i guess sometimes my feelings are shown as such.

i apologise for being too sensitive. but it's just in me..
i cant help it.

i guess it's rather easier for one to express themselves on some other media than to another one. I am one like that too..

whenever i get commented, i do believe, maybe, just maybe... my action are relatively incorrect, thus i tried to change. just to make you guys feel right. I DID try to change, but it's always the disappointment, rejection, negativity and pessimism that set my brain to fart. you know what guys? I am not going to ask anyone out anymore.. u guys makes me feel like i'm so irksome.

but next time if you do not wanna be part of any of the outings, you have your rights to reject, don't tell people you will try to make it but turkey out one the last minute.. it's really disappointing.