the crisis of one-fifth young adult...

if i am able to live up to a hundred years old, this year would be the one-fifth of my life.. even though my birthday is still pretty far from now, yet i am encountering this like all my pals that has been into this crisis.. the feeling of not having much achievements and the planless future. all i was thinking before, is to enjoy every single moment of my life, my time and my money. coz i always have this feeling that i would die the next second, and if i were to die now.. I will not rest in peace coz there is so many things i have not done yet, like wat i like to say : "I DONT wanna die as a virgin." hahaha.. "horny bunny" darren would say..

but somehow, i think the main crisis of being a twenty is that, you are neither up nor down.. What i'm trying to say is that you might think u might achieve little, but compare to some other twenties, you have achieve SO MUCH more than them... this may be a kinda of psychology console, but it works for me..

imagine 5 years down the road, my secondary school pals, and i
own this apartment,
5 room flat..
5 different sofa in the living room
each tells the characteristic of each other..
the console games, fashion mags, scoccer ball, laying on the floor.
with no dinning table,
but a kitchen island with 5 different color high chair.
a gaming room, a walk-in waredore, and 2 strong sets of bulk beds..
the walls in 5 different hue,
for 5 different ambiance.
coz there might be 5 bachlors
staying together..
in 5 years down the road..

PS: guys, Start saving up NOW..!! haha :)