people is always complaining that their life is nothing but a routine. and i agree i am one of those people who thinks that way.. however, recently my life seems to be in a mess, the routine is like bending and twisting. somehow, i feel everyone is wearing a pretty mask and a putting on a fake smile. i despite all the fake and pretentious behavior of the ugly side of human nature.
As all should know, my job sucks.. but i'm sticking to it coz the pay is not that bad, my fypj suck coz my supervisor DOES NOT know programming, my family is stressful for me coz i have a very naggy and loud mum, a psychic brother who will scream and yell at the monitor whenever he loses a game of FIFA, the only sane ones are like me and father. at least i have my dad that supports me mental and financial. not only that, at least i have a lovely group of friends. but somehow, even in between friends will also have conflict.
i hate this world of mine at the moment.
i hate the smoking side of me.
i hate to wear a mask to people.
i hate to be the bright, cheerful one all the time.
i hate to talk to people whom i'm dun even know their name.
i enjoy the nightlife after FYPJ
i enjoy the nice sweet dinner meeting with friends i just know.
i enjoy moments like a "SMADass" act like a alien to entertain me.
i enjoy times i can bitch about people and gives comments with my friends.
i WOULD sure enjoy the moment to break and cry with no worries.
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