freedom air

It's been a week since i've got my pink IC back~
the smell of freedom is great.
and the earth is still evolving ard the sun even without me in the force.
the words i've heard abt really missing, if i'm not ard, i guess it's just bull.
they just need a "someone" for finish they crappy papaerwork.

i guess only a couple would really miss me. and on the last day, was really emotional.
at this point, some would have commented,"AS USUAL", or "y am i not surprise?",
being emotional, is not something i want, or something i can just give up flicking away the ashes on the cigarette. i was thinking, i went to the flight alone, with my friends at other flights, i'm alone, facing complete strangers, then from strangers to colleagues, and some colleagues to friends. this way is not easy, and shits always happen, so i'm grateful with all the people i met, even though i can't tell how good they are, but they are just irreplaceable.

was looking for friends to share my joyful occasion, but none was free, even up with my jurong kakee again, these are really the best, always there when i need friends.. thanks ah annie and sk.

started working at swensen @ Chinatown point on the following day. tired, feeling old and pathetic. feeling poor like dirt again. hate stages of life like this.

living in this cosmopolitan country, it's very glamous totally, but i just feel that everyone are so trapped in their own "frame"! if u are out of the "frame" given, others would just classify you as difficult to handle, or you're so inapporiate. Y must me trapped within these frames. why do we need rules? u mean without rules, u can't behave like normal human? u just kill someone without thinking?

i agree that everyone is responsible for their actions, "PS: except when they are drunk~" but rules are just guidelines to maintain orders, y cant people just live lifes normally without these guidelines?

i am not going to be embarrassed next time if i've make a grammer or vocab mistake while talking to the english guru friends/bitch of mine, coz without proper english, as long as i can relay my messages to others, it's good enough. I DUN TALK TO ENGLISH NOT GOOD PEOPLE HOR~. hoho