mind mess~~

this period of time is really bad for me..
moving house soon..
so many things to do...
so many things to pack..
so many problems to worry..
so many disagreement to settle..
so many stuffs to get bothered..

i'm suffocating~~
my brain is farting..
i'm in a state of confusion..
i need DENIAL~

denying..
the fact that i've got things to do..
birthday wishes needed to send...
(PS: Sips.. buy you lunch when ya back~ dun forget to call moi~)
thoughts needed to settle
messages needed to send
money needed to get..
i need to deny everything...

i need a break..
i need a break..
sigh~~ who doesnt..

i was reading my testimonials on friendster...
everyone commented me as following:
cute
cute
cute
sarcastic
jolly..
cutie
fun-loving..
smile all the time..
loved my big wide smile..
easy-going (make me feel like a dirty-little-whore~)

it's not that i dun have problems..
it's just that i dun really like to say it out..
words in letters are easier to express me feelings..
i dun talk much serious stuffs.. i tend to chew on words
i can never win a fight.. i tend to cry before shouting..
i dun draw much.. cause i CANNOT even finish my art folio...
i can only read alot and write things and thoughts out..
typing is my forte...
writing too...
thinking is nothing..
and now i'm crapping..
dunno what to say..

i guess i really need break~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PING~~