recently i just had a stayover night a friend's place. yes, i admit! i was the first one to knock out due to alcohol. and of course, lots of silly picture and a couple of ugly videos were taken, without me knowing.
they have fun, they have joy making fun of me. how often do u look silly in front of people that know you like forever, that grew up together with you .
but seriously, i dun really care that much. I'm not trying to confront anyone, or try to make an excuse to my behaviour.
is just that i really want to escape from the reality and go deep into my own world. i got drunk on the 3rd cup.. you might think I hold little liquor. i did it on purpose. EXCUSES! you might shout~..
i just find that my life is difficult at all times and i really need to run, far away from where i am.
you might not know how i feel, might not even wanna care, i dun wanna know. I dun live in anyone's shadow, so dun try to manipulate my every move.
i need my air.. like i need love.
everyone just needs to breathe, like everyone needs love.
air is so imperative that without it, we will die.. so is love.
i do not need sympathy, i do not need you to comprehen how i feel cause you will never know how i feel, so please do not try so hard.
THANK YOU for wasting you time reading this post.
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