repost of my previous. due to technical problem of blogger's server.. seems that i'm the only person that is affected among my frenz.. (._.)

date&time: 6th Feb 06, 2:10pm
title: nothing is as simple as wat we think it is.

i had read mz's latest post abt his worries and his family's problem. but somehow, i wasn't surprised, he said he has been putting a strong side on the outside. maybe i know him well, i can just see from the face, sometimes when we meet, or someway or another we communicated, i realised he didnt really like to go home, like me. thus my mind was thinking "he might have some kinda of problem but couldn't or dun wan to express it out." but i have never mention anything abt that in front of him. he might not say even if i ask.. so... just keep it to myself.

many might not know, but i'm really good at reading and digging problems of others, tell your mood just by listening to your voice, but i can only tell u what your problem is, i can never come out with a solution to solve whatever i see. sad huh.. haiz..

this life is never fair to anyone. u are always looking at others's success and felt inferior to that person. u might know comparing is not healthy in anyway, but you can't help to think this way. and there is this saying "the grass on the other side is always greener." this line is so true. but have u ever wonder? would the people from the other side be envy of your grass at your side? to be frank, i believe no one in this world is ever happy with their own life.. unless ya a monk or priest. so.. stop whining and get over it.. haiz..

date&time: 6th Feb 06, 1:15am
title: lotsa fun fun fun for my SUNDAY~~

the day started peacefully, in the noon, was where the fun begin. my pals and i met up to celebrate annie's and mengzhi's birthday which is 2dae! yup, u heard me rite.. it's both their b'dae, on the same day, on the same month, in the same year. haha. both are celebrating they 20th birthday, hoho. we had Mcdonald for lunch and then.. was 5 straight hours of K-songs.. hoho.. gosh.. i need more lozenges.. mainly i think i keep holding on to the mic. hoho. it was really fun.. annie and i, we were more to the very high and happy songs.. we even like dance on the seats and stuffs.. hehe and sk, sang quite a lot too.. but more sad and emo songs.. edwin and yy.. huh.. more like our fans.. hoho. hahaha.. had lots of fotoz, lots of fun.. and keep actually repeated a duet song for like 5-6 times.. coz it's like the most hottest hit in chinese music chart now.. titled: Shan Hu Hai, by Jay and Lara.. we ended up dividing ourselves into 3 groups,

Grp 1: mz and sk... performance: average good.. hoho..
Grp 2: nD and annie. performance: DAMN GOOD!!
Grp 3: ed and yy.. preformance: average good.

after Party World, we bid goodbye to annie and headed down to Westmall for SAKAE SUSHI!! finally~ i have missed sushi SOO~~ much.. sashimi, wasabi, OIISHI!!!! hohoho :]

the happiness of it in my mouth was heavenly.. and got twice, ed gave me a weird stare and asked me: "What are you smiling for?".. haha.. the satisfaction is SO good. haha.... SONG AR~ after that, i went to the fix my specs.. need 50 Sing dollars sia.. my goodness, just change the lens ler.. aiyo.. haha..

And that optometrist that check my degree for me.. very funny. haha.. he keep smiling at me. like i'm some clown like that.. but most probably he's just being friendly. then when we are about to end that session, he started stoning.. seconds later.. he came back.. and ask me whether i have any more further questions.. haha.. so weird. hoho.

they waited for me of course.. hehe.. after waited for like 20mins or so.. everyone were unwilling to go home so early, so we decided to chill out at coffee bean and talk our hearts out... catching up with old friends sure was a blast man.. no wonder we keep meeting each other recently.. most probably is because we really enjoy those moments together and the conversation we had.. we really talk everything under the sun.. these are loved ones that i grew up together with.. we had our precious youth moments of our lives together, and for the past 7 years, our friendship have been staying the same, even though we are all busy with our own life.. haha.. i simply love to hang out with em man.. so carefree.. hehe..

date&time: 5th Feb 06, 1:48am
title: weekends are here again.. and i love it.. chingay, raining, saw an OLD friend..

pretty excited abt the weekends.. for those who know me, weekends are like heavens tost me.. time to rest and enjoy.. but only till late night like now, i can really enjoy the peaceful moments that i'm craving for. yes.. went town in the noon, meet up with uds, saw her hair... she now looks like a rich slutty whore instead of the normal dirty little whore.. hahaha. but she looks more mature. after we bid farewell, i went to Borders to look out for new books, (P/S: i DO read books. but most people just think that i'm a lousy beng wannabe and try to act cool but isnt.) haha

anyway, in Borders, i saw someone very familiar, it's her. the 1st person who let me hold her little hand. and she with my friend, well he WAS my friend, surprise to see that both are still very lovely. *my curses didnt work* it was so awakward.. i walk passed her, i smiled politely, but she return my smile with a cold glance, and that sure shivers me down to my spine. why.. why do i have to meet them there?? why is Singapore so small..

and till 2dae i have got no idea why she left me for him.. coz it could be because he thinks really deep thoughts? wat's amazing about really deep thoughts?

I got something to say you know but nothing comes out. Yes I know what you think of me you never shut up Yeah I can hear that.

i have lost my scream in some paper cup... i just wanna go slp... hope i dun get to see them again.. blessed be...